

AngelMy angel lies, all unknowing, staring at the light and dreaming My angel lies, lips moving, words flowing, dripping forth the venemous spew My angel, my muse, my heart...is dead And I...I am free Light and air and peace and love I breathe and it no longer hurts I laugh and it is no longer forced I cry and it is no longer over her But still the shadows lie But still the voices lie The darkness creeps in, seeping into my soul Whispering her name Asking, "What if?" And though I vow NO MORE- yet, more will come Doubts, hesitancies, thoughts unbidden and unwelcomeAngel


My LoveMy Love? My love is like a black, black rose newly crushed underfoot shredded, broken, destroyed yet yet, still somehow aromatic petals lie trembling, bleeding, breathing in my hand death will come, as it does to all but the petals will be mine my memento, my keepsake, my treasure my heartMy Love


GabrielI sigh and pray My hands fold, my head bows, my eyes close Breathe in, shallow, fast Feel it in the stomach Forget Mind is free to go beyond, to see what isn't there I call his name, so foreign to my tongue The messenger he is, healer of wounds to answer my prayer, to bring surcease to the pain Gabriel- A name so familiar, yet it stumbles, trips, fumbles Please, help, ease, release, peace There! A lightness, a space, a breath Just one, but it is a start Gabriel, my answer, my healer, my angel to thwart the angel who holds me all unknowing.Gabriel


Love SucksI’ve come so far, but lost it all And in the end, it doesn’t even matter… So sang the man, who knew my pain So sings my pain, which knows no limit Release, peace, ignorance Would all be such…kindness But to give her up, to walk away Takes more strength than I haveLove Sucks
So I am damned I dance alone, to her eternal tune I worry, I fret, I fear, I cry And all, all for naught She owns me, and cares not She is care-less of my heart But still, I stand But yet, I am I was before her and I will be again And never will she know my struggle Never wil
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